Maya

Years ago earth moved and heavens opened
And you disappeared from my life

Years ago I found myself without my second half
Lost within the darkness of my empty self

After that moment what I knew was I – disappeared

Tonight I close my eyes and let you come into my dream
For the sake of love we had – once upon a time
I will let you whisper again – I follow your passage in time

Today you are angry with me or I am angry with you
After many, many centuries
Of not being together
And you tell me again
I
don’t
need
anybody
I
don't
need
You

And I go deeper within and I see your soul separating from everything I am
Just not to be anything we wished to be

Where are you heading, what is your path?

We followed the stars together but the map got lost
Can you feel my pulse and once for all say – we belong to the different gap in time

Within the spirals of existence I find myself coming back
To your smell and your smile and the image of your being
I follow you carefully - stepping into your shoe-marks
Trying to understand

I know that this is not about you
And yet being away gives me cramps
I know that this is not about you
And yet not knowing that your sleep is still
Makes me ill
I know that this is not about you
And yet I keep going back,
Hoping that I will find you
Within the crack of your end and my beginnings.

Sometime, somewhere there were two beings who belonged to the same universe
Very rare occasion – almost Impossible to meet!

Sometime, somewhere we were one for a very long time – not breathing

Sometime, somewhere he could recognise that she was the one and she knew that IT can not be different

And sometime passed and somewhere got lost
And they stayed alone wondering will they ever walk the same path

I saw a crystal buried deep within the rock
Only the moon light and I had a permission to see it
It was special, delicate, blue – In-comprehensible blue

One day it got lost
Somewhere behind the curtain
Behind their knowledge
Behind their life

In-describable

They stoped
They listened but
The world did not
Earth continued turning
Love still existed
Somewhere

Or maybe not
Maybe it never had
Maybe we were just de-lusioned

Maybe love is In-penetrable

Thousands of doves covered the sky
One of them carries the heart of gold
How come we are not born with the capacity to recognise it?

Spread all through the Universe – in search of the essence
Golden essence of our being
Taken away once long time ago
When a secret became the secret
Of our lives

I found you and I lost you so many times
Within the woodlands of our dreams
Can you explain me why?

Today I lost you again and again I ask
How can that be when there is only one of you and only one of me?

In-conceivable

Tantra

Fire is around us
to remind us of its
warmth and passion and transparency

Rain is around us
so that we can learn to
cloud's breath on our cheeks

Pain is around us
so that we can learn to stop
believing in its s-u-p-r-e-m-a-c-y

Love is around us
to teach us
our grandness and our humbleness

The strength of the rhythm of creation within our chests
is equal to our capability
to touch the fire,
feel the rain,
understand pain and
breath love
with
every
cell
of our BEING

Breathing together

Our breaths met circling the Universe
My got lost within yours
And I realised it only when I woke up
Within your chest
Oneness was enchanting

Within the midst of unknown

Tomorrow I shall go
Today let me stay free
from signs, boxes, destiny, thoughts

Tomorrow I shall call
Today my heart feels detached
from stars, configurations and your insights

Tomorrow I shall act
Today the woods feel more exciting
more secure

Tomorrow I shall come
Today I am already gone
Within the midst of unknown

Towards the Sun

This choice is not ours
- we will die anyway!

Either like scared mice
hidden in a whole behind the wall
Or like lions in the middle of savannah
just a moment after the sun-set

We will die anyway!

And that is why we need to live fully
Attentive
To the flames of burning Love
Conscious
Of every breath
Joyful
Childlike
Walking Straight
Always in an attempt to reach the Moon

Let us begin

'Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.'
Mother Theresa

Choice

His soul was trying to escape
From abandonment, responsibility, disappointment
That were with him from the moment of his birth
It screamed asking for a hand that will pull him of his ditch
I kneeled and reached for the fingers
All he needed was to stretch
But he didn’t…
His eyes were full of mud to see
His ears were blocked with tears
He stayed alone
Suffocated within his pain

Dreams

The Bigger
The more Imaginative
The more Limitless
Our Dreams are
Closer we are
To Him

A miracle

This morning I sprinkled love on my cereals
& a miracle happened!
Sun smiled at me from behind the clouds
Sea changed its colour to deep coral blue
Wind whispered secrets in my ear
& people started moving slooowly
As though they are enchanted…

Silence

There is silence within us that is more powerful than any thought,
and as water is stronger than the strongest stone,
so is its Wisdom,
that creates without efforts and moves without movements
that gives without limits when you open the Doors of Being.
Step in it living Trust and you will Know It!

Nectar

After hours and hours of waiting
in silence
a glimse, a sight, a breeze
takes me in
closer
to where we could be
if we just try a litlle bit harder...

It takes me to the mountain tops
to the Kingdom of the Snow Queen,
to the green fields
untouched by a human foot,
to the debth of the Oceans
where blue dives with indefinite

It takes me to the centre of myself and Universe
to the Nectar
that is sweeter than sweetest
fruit - on Earth
that flows
that heals
that IS

Thanks

My dear angel, thanks for showing me - He is within and without.
He is I & I am Him.
And let us stay inseparable during my journey on Earth.
I love Him. I love Him. I love Him.
O, my dear angel, I love Him with all of my being.
I love His creation and His laws, I love His roads and His marks and the way He lets us know Him and the way He keeps us close to Him.
I live so I can fully understand my purpose within His plan.
I breath so I can breath Him longer and stronger so I can merge with Him.
So I can experience Him in all His forms and all His energies.
Dear angel, come, join me, in the dance for Him, with Him, within Him.

Truth

Within the Silence
I've heard
The bells of Joy
Celebrating Life