Tuesday, July 31, 2007

my never-to-be-man

he might not be the one
but his skin and his hands and his neck
smelled sooo good

like the smell of a crimson sunset on a cloudy day
like the dark blue shadow that set under the chin
of an eighteen-year-old-in-love

he might not be the one
but he crawled under my skin
sooo quickly

like a dream that touched the brain cells
leaving a memory of never-to-forget-an-experience
but staying forgotten for an awakened eye

he might not be the one
but i felt secure and warm and sooo right
in his arms

like a baby cuddled between the
silky virginal cloth
smelling the milk of her mother's bosoms

and he:

disappeared with the Maltese breeze
as quickly as the weather changed
within this little island

was gone with the sand on my foot
left behind
yesterday on the beach

faded with the jelly-fish sting
'cause I treated it rightly
so a scare does not mark my skin

left my heart trembling
feeling sooo tender and sooo new
and sooo alive

Monday, July 30, 2007

Cupid's arrow

Hit by the arrow
I am falling

Can see no nets

Into the depths
of unconscious

of exciting deep blue

of truely unknown
softness

Falling into
new horizonts
into whispers
that keep coming back
into softness
of his hands

Loosing the ground

I am
Falling
in
Love

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Shakti dance

Universe was revolving in me
disguised as a thought foot-print
rocking life
rolling ships
hiding within a tide of God
borrowed from the sea
a question
Why?

Amidst the journey
Amin - cracked the clouds
Amin - of Her Will

Stubbornness of Love rebelled

hold-on the Mighty-One
hold-on

Are we allowed just to taste it &
not to live it?
Are we allowed just a glimpse
of Her shadow, just a touch of Her veil

Hold-on!

All the demons of life and
Thought- that we are buried under
Fight with knights and princesses
of this world
Against
Her supreme manifestation
Against
Her Majesty awakened state
Against
Her abode on Earth

What I dared I wished
What I wished I lived


Can I live It?

Monday, July 16, 2007

Aum

Satia - Dharma - Ahimsa
Radhe Krishna Radhe Krishna
Radhe Radhe Radhe
Break the Walls
Shiva Namah Om
Study Being
Fiiiiiiiiiiiiind the key
To the machine
Satia - Dharma - Ahimsa
AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Lost in translation

his effort to meet her eyes
her intention to get well known
my attempt to break the ice

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

a dog or a cat

a dog running after us
earth tunnel unfolds
cold and dark and wet
opening channels
of fear and trust
that the light will once come

a dog running after us barking
'speed up - the time is now!'

to expose

a moment of silence
that brings the star dust
into my hand

expanding the knowledge
unfolding the senses
exploring the depths

to uncover

a lemon tree and
a cat sleeping
on a white step
or was it a bench...
on a street corner

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

VITRIOL

How high do we need to climb to reach it?
How deep do we need to dig to find it?
Hidden at the very top of the highest Cathedral
Buried at the very bottom of the deepest cave
Concealed at the very top of the Sacred Mountain
Veiled at the very bottom of the Temple's path
Waiting at the very top of the largest pyramid
Rooted at the very bottom of the secret search
Within the Holy of Holies
Sleeps untouched a sparkling pearl
Find it, swallow it & become it
And each drop of your blood
Will become a star