Box

I saw you
Aimlessly and endlessly
Circling

Not figuring it out
Not figuring it out
Not figuring it out

Like a lion in a cage - for 20 years
Like a lost piece of paper - very important
on the bottom of an old bag
Like a touch of an old woman - asking for support
And remembrance of some warm moments
in the cob-web of her past
Like his hand reaching for hers
and receiving just a cold stare

Like catching up
Like trying to catch up
Like giving up

On holiday - not finding anybody home
At work - not seeing anybodies face
Sitting on a chair that becomes
more and more expensive
every year
until no more diamonds are left unused

Do you believe in diamonds - he asked?
Do you believe in the way they reflect the light?
Do you believe in their shine?

I noticed the blue around his hair
It was an angel touching his soul

He put everything he had -
Every single thing that mattered
In a box

The box was screaming

Waiting for a day it will be opened
To uncover
Secrets
Of life that was not to be
Because of fear

izbor

Nosimo kopce na dusi
i sve malo
ne vidimo
kada se jedna od njih
otkopca
i pusti vetar
u centar nasih bica

Pustamo se trenutku
da mozda on zadovolji
san o sreci
koji plese u krug
u nasim glavama

Imamo samo jednu sansu
ali se ona srecom
uvek iznova
ponavlja
dopustajuci
alternativnim realnostima
da se materijalizuju

Unity

What are we seaking to nourish?
Who is the One we want to protect?
Where is the Soul that we listen to?

Established in our search the answers come easily
They are hidden within the shades
Of every single tree

Grace to mind's quest
Clarity to heart's one
Together in Unity
You Can listen to your heart
And yet stay the master of your Fate

Radost postojanja

Radost postojanja
Dotakla sam svoje telo
I nisam nista drugo mogla osetiti
Do svetlosti - svete svetlosti

Ecstasy

. . . You do not need to leave the room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait. Do not even wait, be quite still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet. (Kafka: The Great Wall of China: Stories and Reflections)

night noise

Past displayed - words lost
just a tear
swept under the carpet

Yesterday that becomes tomorrow
leaving burried
shinning stars

Night of Iguana

Night of Iguana
pours down through our windows
Time passes
without touching us

Will we be able to see his secrets
or will we dive
into another oblivion
within the well of our lonliness?

Icarus

It was
a long
long
fall

And yet
He made it
He saw the Queen
She was beautiful
She was serene
In-describable

Icarus, my son, he said
Keep at a moderate height,
If you fly too low - the damp will clog your wings,
If your flight is too high - the heat will melt them

And yet, did he know, wondered the youth falling
Did he know what hides above
Above the clouds, the light and heat– did he know?

As he neared the ocean,
He smiled and whispered
Dad don’t cry, if given this chance again
I would not - for anything in the world - have missed it!

Promise

I cougth an angel
in between two heart beats
hiding
and to let her go - she promised
she will come into your dreams
tonight

yin and yang

A sigh of weeping willow landed onto my palm today
It got lost
On its journey from one dimension to the next
Searching for happiness

A message from a friend

Please don’t be sad.

Sorry if I am a pain. I can’t help it as I was dropped on my head when I was a baby. Then I was abandoned in a dark forest by my wicked step mother and left to live with the wolves. Then I was turned into stone for a few years by an errant Medusa. Then I nearly got put in an oven by a wicked witch who fattened me up with sweetbreads. Then I got put in a dungeon with an iron mask for 25 years until my beard was as long as my arms.

But..then I met you and became happy!

So if you are unhappy, then all these bad memories come back! So please SMILE!!

Plato's cave

In Plato's cave, prisoners are chained in a cave facing a wall, unable to turn their heads. Imagine, walking down a long dark cave that is turned into prison. And imagine at the end of it, you come across a wall in front of which on a stone bench sit people chained to each other and chained to the bench and they sit there living their lives day after day not being able to recognise that they are prisoners. Behind them burns a fire and puppeteers hold the puppets that cast shadows on the wall of the cave. The prisoners look at the shadows, observe their movements, believing that what they see is real. That is the only reality that exists for them - they believe in it full-heartedly.

And after you have imagined all of this ask yourself: How much time in our lives we spend really feeling, seeing, hearing, tasting - really living, and how much do we spend observing the movements of the shadows on the wall in front of us? How many hours of the day we spend passively chained to the chairs of our choosing and how many we spend running in the woods?

Shining love

Today I pray
May I be Shining Love to all I meet today
May I be Consciousness and Light with every breath I take
May I carry within my actions Your Wisdom and Your Joy and
May I have courage and trust to take on all Your Paths
May I live my highest Self, even within the shadows of my lower one
May I be buried within Your Grace and
May all else melt away

Maya

Years ago earth moved and heavens opened
And you disappeared from my life

Years ago I found myself without my second half
Lost within the darkness of my empty self

After that moment what I knew was I – disappeared

Tonight I close my eyes and let you come into my dream
For the sake of love we had – once upon a time
I will let you whisper again – I follow your passage in time

Today you are angry with me or I am angry with you
After many, many centuries
Of not being together
And you tell me again
I
don’t
need
anybody
I
don't
need
You

And I go deeper within and I see your soul separating from everything I am
Just not to be anything we wished to be

Where are you heading, what is your path?

We followed the stars together but the map got lost
Can you feel my pulse and once for all say – we belong to the different gap in time

Within the spirals of existence I find myself coming back
To your smell and your smile and the image of your being
I follow you carefully - stepping into your shoe-marks
Trying to understand

I know that this is not about you
And yet being away gives me cramps
I know that this is not about you
And yet not knowing that your sleep is still
Makes me ill
I know that this is not about you
And yet I keep going back,
Hoping that I will find you
Within the crack of your end and my beginnings.

Sometime, somewhere there were two beings who belonged to the same universe
Very rare occasion – almost Impossible to meet!

Sometime, somewhere we were one for a very long time – not breathing

Sometime, somewhere he could recognise that she was the one and she knew that IT can not be different

And sometime passed and somewhere got lost
And they stayed alone wondering will they ever walk the same path

I saw a crystal buried deep within the rock
Only the moon light and I had a permission to see it
It was special, delicate, blue – In-comprehensible blue

One day it got lost
Somewhere behind the curtain
Behind their knowledge
Behind their life

In-describable

They stoped
They listened but
The world did not
Earth continued turning
Love still existed
Somewhere

Or maybe not
Maybe it never had
Maybe we were just de-lusioned

Maybe love is In-penetrable

Thousands of doves covered the sky
One of them carries the heart of gold
How come we are not born with the capacity to recognise it?

Spread all through the Universe – in search of the essence
Golden essence of our being
Taken away once long time ago
When a secret became the secret
Of our lives

I found you and I lost you so many times
Within the woodlands of our dreams
Can you explain me why?

Today I lost you again and again I ask
How can that be when there is only one of you and only one of me?

In-conceivable

Tantra

Fire is around us
to remind us of its
warmth and passion and transparency

Rain is around us
so that we can learn to
cloud's breath on our cheeks

Pain is around us
so that we can learn to stop
believing in its s-u-p-r-e-m-a-c-y

Love is around us
to teach us
our grandness and our humbleness

The strength of the rhythm of creation within our chests
is equal to our capability
to touch the fire,
feel the rain,
understand pain and
breath love
with
every
cell
of our BEING

Breathing together

Our breaths met circling the Universe
My got lost within yours
And I realised it only when I woke up
Within your chest
Oneness was enchanting

Within the midst of unknown

Tomorrow I shall go
Today let me stay free
from signs, boxes, destiny, thoughts

Tomorrow I shall call
Today my heart feels detached
from stars, configurations and your insights

Tomorrow I shall act
Today the woods feel more exciting
more secure

Tomorrow I shall come
Today I am already gone
Within the midst of unknown

Towards the Sun

This choice is not ours
- we will die anyway!

Either like scared mice
hidden in a whole behind the wall
Or like lions in the middle of savannah
just a moment after the sun-set

We will die anyway!

And that is why we need to live fully
Attentive
To the flames of burning Love
Conscious
Of every breath
Joyful
Childlike
Walking Straight
Always in an attempt to reach the Moon

Let us begin

'Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.'
Mother Theresa

Choice

His soul was trying to escape
From abandonment, responsibility, disappointment
That were with him from the moment of his birth
It screamed asking for a hand that will pull him of his ditch
I kneeled and reached for the fingers
All he needed was to stretch
But he didn’t…
His eyes were full of mud to see
His ears were blocked with tears
He stayed alone
Suffocated within his pain

Dreams

The Bigger
The more Imaginative
The more Limitless
Our Dreams are
Closer we are
To Him

A miracle

This morning I sprinkled love on my cereals
& a miracle happened!
Sun smiled at me from behind the clouds
Sea changed its colour to deep coral blue
Wind whispered secrets in my ear
& people started moving slooowly
As though they are enchanted…

Silence

There is silence within us that is more powerful than any thought,
and as water is stronger than the strongest stone,
so is its Wisdom,
that creates without efforts and moves without movements
that gives without limits when you open the Doors of Being.
Step in it living Trust and you will Know It!

Nectar

After hours and hours of waiting
in silence
a glimse, a sight, a breeze
takes me in
closer
to where we could be
if we just try a litlle bit harder...

It takes me to the mountain tops
to the Kingdom of the Snow Queen,
to the green fields
untouched by a human foot,
to the debth of the Oceans
where blue dives with indefinite

It takes me to the centre of myself and Universe
to the Nectar
that is sweeter than sweetest
fruit - on Earth
that flows
that heals
that IS

Thanks

My dear angel, thanks for showing me - He is within and without.
He is I & I am Him.
And let us stay inseparable during my journey on Earth.
I love Him. I love Him. I love Him.
O, my dear angel, I love Him with all of my being.
I love His creation and His laws, I love His roads and His marks and the way He lets us know Him and the way He keeps us close to Him.
I live so I can fully understand my purpose within His plan.
I breath so I can breath Him longer and stronger so I can merge with Him.
So I can experience Him in all His forms and all His energies.
Dear angel, come, join me, in the dance for Him, with Him, within Him.

Truth

Within the Silence
I've heard
The bells of Joy
Celebrating Life