
Friday, March 14, 2008
Alchemy of Love

Your
Consciousness
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Gandhi on Truth
Gandhi Quotes
'I may be a despicable person, but when Truth speaks through me, I am invincible.
I am devoted to none but Truth and I owe no discipline to anybody but Truth.
I have no God to serve but Truth.
I have no strength except what comes from insistence on truth. Non-violence, too, springs from the same insistence.
Life is an aspiration. Its mission is to strive after perfection, which is self-realization. The ideal must not be lowered because of our weaknesses or imperfections. I am painfully conscious of both in me. The silent cry daily goes out to Truth to help me to remove these weakness and imperfections of mine.'
Sunday, March 09, 2008
SOHAM
So-Ham
listening to the sounds
i feel attached to the sense of beauty
i feel detached of the sense of 'I'
-'I' that is my mind
-'I' that are my feelings
-'I' that are my words or my looks
and I feel closer to the 'i' that is SOHAM
that is OM MANE PADME HUM
that is SAT CHIT ANANDA
that exist in NON-existence
that breaths through NON-breathing
and connects to Essence that is Being
that knows no beginnings nor ends
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Tantric Goddess
Love Tantra Poetry: Tantric Goddess
travelling through towns of truth
somewhere - deep within the twilight shadows
sometime - far from the mighty 'now'
i came across an alley - hidden -
amongst the sky-scrapers, street-markets, and
maze of walls of brain cells that had not be used - for ever(!?!)
- of a tantric goddess
i dived into her worlds
without an invitation
knowing
that innocence will guide me
what an experience!!!
unforgettable...
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Monday, February 04, 2008
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Thelma and Agape
Will and Love - practiceda day after a storm
FantasyIllusion
Dream
Within the reflection on the retina of your eyes
Within the mirror image of the clouds
just off the coast of Maltese waters
yesterday - a day after the storm
Within my vegetable soup
And the smile of my grocery man
Who knows the truth of it all
photo by: http://www.flickr.com/people/eyecatcher
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Fate or Coincidence?
fitting like a gloveand a shoe that was used - 3,000 times
She can so easily touch us,
breaking our vows
into millions of seductions
surrounded by a glow
of grace
that is joy,
sweetness,
and love - by nature divine
mirrored in her eyes are
- our crazy omens, rituals, and spells
She hides in mystical stories
of Armenians,
Assyrians,
Egyptians,
Phoenicians,
Persians, Hebrews...
and raises her wand with laughter profane
above the abyss
She carries her game
mistaken for Essence
She pushes us Forth
to the very end of our limits
to the very top of our climb
photo taken from: http://cristalsecrets.blogspirit.com/
Monday, January 14, 2008
High Priestess
The shortest path is from 6 to 1Connecting 'I' with Godhead
The High Priestess guards its doors
She is Shechinah - the Spirit of the Lord
She is the Moon's reflected light
Heavenly Isis's Spiritual Shine
The Mistress of Hidden Wisdom
Stands between two columns - one black, one white
Bathing in the 'borrowed' light
Keeping our Personality she fills us with God
She gives us
Seekers for everlasting Happiness
The most secret & intimate
Initiation
Deck created by Anna Franklin
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Magic ball
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Truth hidden in a hand-shake
She was touching my hands - hers were cold, shakingPlease tell us if we can help you in any way – please do
Establishing herself within the realm of ‘WE’
I’ve heard so much about you – she said - and she wanted to say more, to share, to cry, confirm
She knew I know
I knew she knows
He knew we both know
We all knew - but we left it un-spoken
I saw her jealousy and insecurity - but she was so very beautiful within it
I wished to hug her - my hands were warm
And I heard her cry to have her man only for herself – and there was no doubt she will have him
Totally, fully, selfishly, until the end of times
Just without his heart – unfortunately for her - he is a very rare bird
Found in the forest of humans every now and then – purely as an exception
Created by some weird malfunctioning of DNAs
He is a monogamous creature – that knows how to love only once
He locked his heart within a golden windowpane
Silenced it, removed it, and protected it by thick walls of forbidden shivers
Within the world of hidden memories that has once known Love
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Gratitude
Shining love in my heart
With the strong gratitude
That I am where I am
Sentient in-scent covers my skin
Sound of Aum within my silence
Subtly-constantly-opening
To Divine Light
To Divine Wisdom,
To Divine Flow,
With the strong gratitude
That I am where I am
Monday, January 07, 2008
to the Serpent
So much celebratedSo much cursed
Serpent of Garden of Eden
Life that goes Forth
With the Knowledge of Good and Evil
Life that multiplies and destroys
Everything It touches
Life that is: 64 (32 x 2) Taoist images of all that happens
In heaven and on earth
- 32 Kabala’s symbols of 10 God’s Utterances and 22 paths
that connect them
Life that is: Consciousness
That goes Forth to-wards Divine
Through the Tree of Life and its Sefirots
Through the Yi Jing transformations
Through Shiva and Shakti dance on the floor of Maya
To the trinity of Father / Son / Holly Spirit
To Sat / Chit / Ananda
To Kether / Binah / Chokhmah
To the ascend above the Abyss
Serpent
That fertilises the Soul
- until It has swallowed its own tale
That flows through Sushuma-to-Sahasrara
Kundalini
Qi
Life Force
I follow Your Wisdom
Her Majesty Love
Is transformed, blessed, moved...
He has been mesmerised by the glimpse
of Her veil
That is Light Itself
But the veil - nevertheless
Seeing Her is not - living Her - nor knowing Her
And know that - loving is more difficult than dyeing
Cowards are not allowed in
Only a warrior can hope to survive
Her Majesty's Awakened state
Check: What is Love?
Louis Aragon to Elsa his wife
Louis Aragon to Elsa his wife
Tandis que je parlais le langage des versElle s'est doucement tendrement endormie
Comme une maison d'ombre au creux de notre vie
Une lampe baissée au coeur des myrtes verts
Sa joue a retrouvé le printemps du repos
O corps sans poids pose dans un songe de toile
Ciel formé de ses yeux à l'heure des étoiles
Un jeune sang l'habite au couvert de sa peau
La voila qui reprend le versant de ses fables
Dieu sait obéissant à quels lointains signaux
Et c'est toujours le bal la neige les traîneaux
Elle a rejoint la nuit dans ses bras adorables
Je vois sa main bouger Sa bouche Et je me dis
Qu'elle reste pareille aux marches du silence
Qui m'échappe pourtant de toute son enfance
Dans ce pays secret à mes pas interdit
Je te supplie amour au nom de nous ensemble
De ma suppliciante et folle jalousie
Ne t'en va pas trop loin sur la pente choisie
Je suis auprès de toi comme un saule qui tremble
J'ai peur éperdument du sommeil de tes yeux
Je me ronge le coeur de ce coeur que j'écoute
Amour arrête-toi dans ton rêve et ta route
Rends-moi ta conscience et mon mal merveilleux
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Krishnamurti on meditation
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
holographic universe
In certain circumstanceselectrons
are able to instantaneously communicate
with each other
regardless of the distance between them
In certain circumstances
people
are able to read
each other's minds
Could a universe be a gigantic hologram?
If a hologram of a flower is cut in half
and then illuminated by a laser,
each half will still contain its entire image
Universe as a seamless web
where time and space exist simultaneously
and every portion is infinitely interconnected
Me and you that know each other
fully even though we have never met
Brain as a hologram that
select frequencies out of the matrix that surrond us
mathematically transforming them into
perceptions,
feelings,
worries
People as receivers
floating through the Maya
extracting
from this sea
impressions
of their lives
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Gnostic cosmology
descending into the sea of time and space
the soul goes through
the ladder of seven spheres
Reaching Earth - coarsened by planets' touch
On its pilgrimage back - it rises
using the same ladder
merging with the planets - one by one
Taking a sweat bath with Saturn
through the earthly vale of tears
and fire that divides what is best
within the spirit, mind and life
We start our journey
Jupiter takes us from there
promising good fortune and wealth
multiplying - he binds us to Maya
of three fighting birds - black and white and red one
Mars brings more fire and sword and shield
his fire hightened, his goal is clear
more transparent & subtle soul
Sun reaches us riding the green lion
appearing mighty, strong and free
he checks us for vanity and pride
offering peace between the birds
Satwa, tamas and rajas enter the balance
Venus gives us pleasure & unimaginable joy
she comes on the peacock tale - sensual, forgetful, selfish
but mind you - She is there to check our immodesty trace
cleansing us through the magic touch of beauty and love
In Mercury's embrasse we fall,
now pure and virginal
the matter solidified - no fire can destroy it
soul's phoenix rising from flames
Luna receives us as
immaculate, purple robed king
giving us the final sublimation
pelican, with her blood, brings her
dead young back to life
The soul now has the strength
to break the power of all its demons
It is fertilised with serpent
until the serpent has
swallowed
its-own tale
Friday, December 28, 2007
Free Will
- Law and fear of God
Second stage is that of the Son
- of the Church and of Faith in the World
Third stage is the one of the Holy Ghost
- of Freedom and Intuitive Knowledge
We live in the time when all the stages are known
and we have the freedom to chose
for Sinthayu
it wasn't written on your forehead
I stopped to enquire where you came from
even though I saw a tag on your bracelet
saying - Earth's womb
I was intreegued by your voice
and love that was pouring
from your eyes
I wanted you - before I knew you
we met in my dreams
many many years ago
Spiral
discoveries, pathways that
spiral through our lives
Where are they hidden?
Can we hit the centre
whirlepooling through the universe
using
the circle of emotions, of guesses,
of little or no knowledge
of someone's elses images seen on TV
of hands that make the same mistake
of the lunetics burning in rectifying fire
of love that knows no end
of a man that could not move
attached to a cock of power
mirracolously awakened, attuned,
shaken
leaving everything behind
screaming screams that can not
be heard - only sensed
One in a billion
And you will search and merge and divide
until no more cells are left to multiply
until no more hope is left to rectify
Bugs feed by sucking fluids from
other beings - only few are harmful
Some species suck blood - only few kill
You will seak and learn
that you are not even one
in a billion
Religion
the cob-web is only a century old
Poggi, into the world of shadows
I will give you my thoughts to light the space
Undo the done - redo the creator's will
I will know when you fail - I have already tasted that dish
I will give you my blessings
to bring to life the ones that have already tried
Poggi
I will look after you
until the Earth stop turning
until the Stars go back to their original place
until you've gone around 101 times
until you admit that winning is not a choice
that spitting at God is not a game
that you must obay
that you must accept
mortality of your own Race
an end
I took the bullet off your chest
the knife I lost within the daw
I did not know the winner
Truely I beseached you
hundreds of coins flew into the river
and I could not stop the sparks
from becoming ferries of your choice
I cleared the path from torns and branches
'it is cosy' you whispered
from a shade of a tree
the movement was lost within her palms
And I left you - grasping for air
covered in swet and sticky dust
to lead the way to haunted houses
whose deadly scweeks scare the craw
inside the sceleton
he slowly moves
leaving a trace of an eagle
upon an empty sky
a trace of a snake
through the short grass
a trace of a cat's fur
on a new silver sofa
a trace of tears
that blurs your sight
a trace of a touch
that will be longed for
for centuries to come
Monday, December 24, 2007
I love you
who fight for love with all his might
I give respect to your heart echos
your call is so very precious...
Sunday, December 23, 2007
and yet I will not say it
- not yet - not yet -
I burn with love
and yet stay still
observing
- your breath
- your heart beat
- your moves
so that I can better know
the Being hidden behind the words
I burn with love
attentive - curious - to
where this game is taking me
dancing with the ruler - Shakti, Shiva, Krishna?
Love that is indefinite, flowing, abstract
is mine and your rule - of that I have no doubt
and is there for many...
but love
that is passionate, focused, demanding
that fulfills and shakes the mountains
is there for few
That love - I'll give you
when I know that your game is pure
Celebrating your uniqueness
respecting your might
I'll give myself to you
through starry nights
through waves
through stones
this strong - this hot - this wet
find me within yourself
tonight...
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Amon-Ra
Creating all the other Gods by jerking off
Chaos stays
Unpossessed, Untouched, Unborn
Spontaneous, Not-caused-by-anything
Perching Itself on a sky-mountain
Its Abyss comes first, Its Mother - Gaia & the Titans - Its Carriers
born through Desire
Neither Being nor Non-being
Chaos loves Mist & Cloud, Principles of Disorder
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Is she your mum?
She flirts with me all the timelike in Ethiopia
I've never seen so much povertyElsa
as their guard, spirit & echo
mirroring energies that flow
her way
- shaking the earth
when she cries - screaming
with voices from Had
- spreading amazing peace
when asleep
A child from Hell
lost on her way to Heaven
A child of our
worst nightmares
A child whose pain we would
never be able to understand
A child in transition
passing through our worlds
reminding us of who we are
A child that embodies
every parent's single fear
and she is just three months old...
Her head is three times larger than normal
her limbs tiny, distorted & white
her skin stretched, her muscles weak
Sunday, December 16, 2007
did you know?
they both disappear in a burst
of gamma radiation
that generates huge amount of energy...
for Ethiopia
to see the root of problems
of human selfishness and un-consciousness
i went to the bottom to understand the peak
facing death, starvation, disease
i was surrounded with kindness, love and peace
is this the rule?
Friday, December 14, 2007
Love-making
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Nishagandhi
A rock looms out of my gloomSaturday, December 01, 2007
in Africa
and the answer was - don't bring presents
you can not buy present for 150 children and
if you bring a present to one, the others will feel left out
so I went and bought presents for 150 children
even if they are not my ticket to heaven one day
they will become exploding drops of happiness
Friday, November 30, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
For the seagull
Hundreds of birds flew away to make a space for a seagull – he returned from a country behind beyond, the golden guardian of birds that know no limits of time and speed and space. He flew back from a journey you have heard of from your grand-grand-grand fathers – they narrated it as a fairytale – scared of a possibility of truthfulness of its reality – an impossible, tough and mysterious journey only reproached by a few who have the courage to enter the sacred door.
And he said: Jonathan, please re-create me again, let me go behind beyond every time a soul dares to imitate God and break the mortal edge of restrictions, boundaries, pre-programmed codes, prejudices and written and un-written laws of behaviour, of acting, of being. Let me bind my limbs with blind-fold of love, let me burn my skin disappearing in the light of inspiration, let me go through walls chanting mantras of compassion, let me laugh screaming-off the last remains of the air on earth, let me walk surrounded by the shine of the shiniest beings that have ever lived on this plane.
Re-create me Jonathan, I know you can!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Wu Wei
flow of Life governed by TaoMonday, November 26, 2007
Awakening as a moment of now
Awakening as an experiencewhere no time exist
of the spiral
and in no time
i was on a roller-coster
experiencing the speed
faster than the light
past, present and future
mixed together
on the surface of the moon
and meduza's call
enchanted - i followed
and found myself
inside the centre of Being
will you join me?
Thursday, November 22, 2007
And she said...
Dive into the centre of spiral, harph's sounds followed me
from reaching out for your hands
covering my soul with the golden dust
through the centre - into the earth
seeking all the grotesque forms
that mimic life from the shadows
of our fuzzed existence
rising up in worship of the One
bowing down in reverence
conquering sorrow
cleansing the path
through the gate
between the pillars
into the centre of the spiral
into the essence of the pentagram
into the light of rainbow
into the tear of the newborn
into the stem of the rose
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
and every time I wake up - i learn a bit more about love
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Awakening
A feather on my lap and
a tickle at the bottom of the pond of memories
buried a sound of a deserted beach
I returned...
Opening my eyes once again, I whispered - is this a mistake?
An error on the page kept bouncing back
could not handle the failure of its own reflection
within the mirror of constant movement
I let them come-in and stayed puzzled with the noises - madness?
In an instant
100s of faces crammed within the same story
Move away - I shrugged them off
I need some air!
I looked around me and found nothing but zero-ness
Wall covered with golden leaves
stopped me on the way to Hell
I piled them off one by one
discovering layers of nothingness
filled with space and the sound of AUM
And I closed my eyes to disolve within the cure
I entered his meditation and
he entered the silence between my breaths
evoking, celebrating, living
love
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Love-to-you-dear-stranger
yesterday i cought a glimpse of youTuesday, November 13, 2007
Initiation time
And behind the curtain Monday, November 12, 2007
I was privileged to be there
We walked through the labyrinthIn search of the sacred stone within our hearts
Holding hands - we sang and celebrated Life
We descended deep into the Oracle hole
Humming Aum with digerie-doo
We got lost in each others’ eyes – many, many times
All of us – worshipers of Her Might
We entered Her channels
To learn & to experience to Be
All became One for a very brief moment
That will stay with us – for eternity
Of sacredness, of holiness, of bliss
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
in search for the highest
catch me - descending
searching for the highest
you eventually bump into God
until then...
stay
the most perfect
the most understanding
the most unusual
the most loving
Self
Monday, November 05, 2007
Sacred stone
We entered Kordin 3 - a temple site closed for publicAnd I felt it from the very start of the journey
I felt the energy of the Holy of Holiest
I felt the spiral and the strongest point that leads deep into the earth
At the very crossing of the 2 paths
Stepping on it I felt peaceful and strong and I knew
That there was no Form
No Gods or Goddesses to be worshiped
Just simple purity
Just simple sacred stone
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
'My one true treasure is Thy blessed feet' Vivekananda
throughout the night
Slowly, slowly - entering the path
of bliss unknown to many
in the rytham of spiral so-ham-so, so-ham-so
to the centre of
annihilation
to the centre of
Life
Into the Universe and back
Your ink on my shores brings to me the residues, the happenings, the unawaitedYour dreams entered mine unconsciously - leaving little trace within our Mayas but visiting the realities of the interior of the earth to uncover...
awakenings, salted sweetened minglings...
A part of Malta kissing meunknowinglywarm mouthfullysoul leaking out of
you....i smell your poems
And I feel yours...
Are they the odeur of lovemaking to freedom???
Or an orgasmic cry to Life and its Beauty that is experienced with every breath&touch&thought&cell within the body
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
it is true
I have no heart any longer
it jumped into your rib cage
when I was not looking
because it liked it more - in there
Friday, October 19, 2007
Another missed moment
A man provoked me
I could not hear the sound of the rain
Was too obsessed with the notion of Self
Friday, October 12, 2007
11,000 year old wall painting found
Have you heard?:French archaeologists have discovered an 11,000-year-old wall painting underground in northern Syria. Rectangles dominate the ancient painting, which formed part of an adobe circular wall of a large house with a wooden roof.
"This site is one of several Neolithic villages in modern day Syria and southern Turkey. They seem to have communicated with each other and had peaceful exchanges," Coqueugniot said.
Mustafa Ali, a leading Syrian artist, said similar geometric design to that in the Djade al-Mughara painting found its way into art throughout the Levant and Persia, and can even be seen in carpets and kilims (rugs).
We have been creating art for at least 11,000 years and we still believe that our era is the 'special' one...
Monday, October 08, 2007
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Malta – St. Paul’s virtual 21st century abode
'After we had reached safety, we then learned that the island was called Malta. ' Apostle PaulSince the time of the shipwreck of Apostle Paul to this little island, the islanders of Malta have faithfully abandoned, abused, abolished and abdicated the word ‘sex’ from their dinner table discussions, magazines, dictionaries, school syllabuses, official documents, papers, anything written or spoken – and the only place where the Unmentionable was still present was in the islanders’ minds and subconscious gibberish and swear-words that stayed inaccessible to the watchful eyes of Paul and Paul’s followers.
Nearly 2,000 years later, after Paul’s shipwreck, Malta is still the only place in Europe where divorce is NOT legal. At the time when European public has seen the legalisation of gay marriage and is listening to the innovative suggestion of Gabriele Pauli, a German MP, who proposes legalising an institution of ‘expire-able marriage’ that needs to be renewed every 7 years, Malta still does not allow divorce. No matter what is your free will, no matter what the circumstances are, no matter how much couples might hate each other, no matter what religion you are, if you are a Maltese and you are married, your marriage will be legally forced upon you.
Uncovering layer by layer of Maltese life-style, and legal frame-works, an observer would be further shocked to learn that in the 21st century, ‘sex’ still did not manage to win its rightful place within the archaic mind-set of the islanders in power. Pornography is illegal in Malta, and a photo of a mother breast-feeding posing for an advert still raises a lot of eye-brows, because exposing a tit to a public eye is unheard of on this beautiful rock. Sun-bathing topless is an illegal offence, and if a girl is caught without her swimming suit on, she can be put in prison. Nude bathing is a privilege of the few that have their own boats and that can hide from the eyes of many. Hence if anybody even tries to sun-bathe nude, finding an isolated place in the middle of nowhere, s/he will be haunted by old ladies that will promptly descend from heavens to remind one that our bodies are sinful and shameful and should not in any way be exposed – especially not in front of the children!
Six months ago the Maltese Church & a Government Organisation ran a marketing campaign (with huge bill-boards, adverts in the newspapers, and TV) that lasted 3-4 months in which they tried to convince the youth that the healthiest and the best way to live their lives is to stay VIRGINS until they get married. They dug out dubious statistics and had interviews with doctors, scientists, philosophers that claimed that the true happiness will follow only if one preserves his or her sexual organ until the big day of the marriage. And they were serious about it!
Malta, that entered EU 3 years ago, still has almost 30% of its primary schools run by priests and nuns that are sweet and devoted creatures that truly believe that anything connected to sexual organs must be the devil’s work and an unmentionable sin. 30% of the primary schools on this amazing island are still run on the principles that boys and girls should go into different schools and should not under any circumstances mix.
Even though Paul’s teachings have sensibly been exiled from most of the Europeans schools and homes, Malta still remained his 21st century abode - the fort of faith that disrespects & disregards sexuality in all its manifestations and forms. His words ‘The body is not to be used for sexual immorality…’ keep echoing through all the structures of Malta’s unshakable fortifications.
Monday, October 01, 2007
A present from my Knight
http://knightofthestorms.blogspot.com/2007/09/planet-nuit.html




